my poems

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my poems

sweet, sexy n sugary

MY POEMS!!!

You don’t understand, out of control.

Feeling this pain down to far, gone backwards.

Screaming my lungs out, till I choke on my on blood.

Lies, echoing throw my dream, echoing throw my mind.

Day by day I fall, under every soul, under the light.

Choking on the truth, spiting out the world, falling again until I BREAK!

Breathing down this pain, swallowing the pain.

Lost again, can’t stop, gone out.

Footstep by footstep, gone farther, gone deeper.

This breeze gone throw my heart, freezing me straight down.

Throwing down everything, fainted down to the ground.

Slowing down, weakened down by all these thoughts.

This beat gone to far, faded away till I disappear.

TIME

I feel so far away,

From all this pressure, from all this time.

Feeling it down to my soul, down to my heart.

Not understanding anything,

But all this time I thought I did.

Wanting it to let go away, cause i can't hold it in, I can't stand it.

All that time everything was so complete.

But those words just keep going,

Through my mind, through my thoughts.

BREAKING THE GLASS

Tired of all the pressure, with flying words in my head.

Fainted back, shivering down to the soil.

Hating who you've become.

All those thoughts hiding away from me, stabbing me.

Burning those words, shredding moments, piece by piece.

Breaking the glass.

Losing everything.

Dieing liike my mind shivers down to the end.

Tripped down to the floor.

Laughter echoing through my dreams.

Returing back to back.

Scratching my skin, word by word

LET GO!

Hanging from my feet, I can't breath.

Dying from all this pressure, thats hanging from my shoulders.

Choking me, with every piece of thought in my mind.

Wishing, just wishing.

Tired of all the decisions I have to make,tired of all the tears I've let go.

Wanting to let go, just let me go, wanting everything to flow, wanting it to disappear.

LET ME GO!

With every blood that spilled, with ever word I've thought.

Never wants to let go, just comes back.

ripping everything apart

as the blood falls,my skin rips,darkness takes over every part.

the world falls like the body of every single piece of my mind.

keeping it inside, wt ice breaking everything apart,fire drowning me down.

i keep on falling, i keep on running,away, away from all this pain.

scratching the skin, the problems,scratching out my mind!

breaking everything,burning down,dieing until it falls bak down.

chocking on the darkness,chocking on all the thoughts.

it runs along, never stopping, carring it to every piece.

killing everything,stabbing it down till it dies.

never leaving anything.

Confusion pushed me back,

With your words, with every second spent with you.

Ive gone back to the beginning, pushed back with your presence

Youve made me think, made me wonder what to do, made me how I am truly.

Putting me back into my past, making me see who I am truly.

You have pushed me away, you have made me the worst, and you have made me have a part of me like u.

Trying to change, but trying to be myself.

you have swallowed everything ,spitting it out like u dont care.

you made me smile, made me happy, but killed me inside.

i want you gone but back to me.

change,ill take you back.

change just like you wanted.

i want you but not all of you.come down to reality and think.i will fight 4 u.

just tell me wat u feel and i shall take with an answer.

"Untitled"

Day by day, I fall deep under into pitch black, making me see my scars.

ive gone back ito my nightmares,

crying for my life, crying for every second.

Ive got strangled,choking on everything near me.

ive got pushed to the ground,bleeding my body out.

looking at my blood,looking at myself falling and falling.

downwards i fall, going into fire,scratching my eyes out.

ive drowned in fire,killing my life,even if im still alive.

ive gone away from everything that exsisted.

tearing my self up until death rises upon me.

You silence has hit my mind,

With unspoken words thats been flying around.

What to think, what to wonder, no idea, so confused, everything is so swollen up.

Its bunching up inside me,

Not happening I keep on thinking.

Its coming bigger and bigger,

So much pain.

It wont let go,

Keeps on growing.

No gathered proof yet,

It wont leave me alone, I'm exploding.

Such pain has never been found.

Your soundless meanings have not spoken.

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just stand there, lying, waiting

Why hasnt it come?

Worse than death, worse!

No!!!!!

No such thing exists, no!

Leave me alone.

Die, come on just die!!!!!!!

ever since it stops i dont no wat to feel,

all the words just flys in my head making me so confuse,

im just lying on the ground,

trying to heal these scars,

but theres nothing i can do,

until i find my own disguise

untitled"

no words flow in my mind,no response, no sweetness.

Only your face that has shaded away.

Were my words scaring your life?

were you scared of my feelings?

was it all cause your questions un-answered?

have u not realised i would give up everything for u

you mean everything for me,

your my life,my dreams,my world.

you make ever day so happy.

you make me feel special and unique.

my world would stop if i was to lose you

im cornered,cornered in my life.

i stay ,i cant get out,im stuck.

you've crushed every bone i had inside of me,you've crushed my life.

no idea what to feel,no idea what to do and think.

this is my world not yours.

i know more my past more than you.

i dont think i can trust, im scared ,im scraed of wat will happen if i do.

dont tell me wat i am cause you've got evrything wrong.

i might be able to trust but not able to let flow the words.

i can trust one person thats it, no one else.

just prove it i can trust u

then youll hear ever word

ever single piece of my tone

i ve said enough with out and asking now its time to prove

dont lie ill figure it out

dont forget anything cause i wont.

let those words flow in my mind

let them speak the truth

let them unheal my future and my past

am asking one thing

dont ruin anything

let me heal

ill speak one day

but it aint hard just let me have space dont go to near me

you might just ruin everything

i hear your voice,

every bone in my body weakens,

ive given up,you've conquer me.

the face, your voice, makes my tears disappear, my smile appear.

im all yours,

dont you ever stretch my bones to far, youll regret it, i promise.

just keep everything stable, and there wont have any damage.

keep my mind in place, say those words,

help me unweaken myself,

help me get stronger,

get me up.

help me express myself

help me do wat i want to do.

bring me back to myself

Have u not realize how I feel,

What do I have to make u do to listen to me?

Your not just my crush your me life, me world, my faith, my destiny.

I want to say I love you; I want to say how I feel about u

Make everything come out, everything

I sit,

Sit and wait,

Wait till my eyes open to you

You

You are the one

The one that has taken my heart away

Just dont break it

Or else may life flow my dreams away

Im not just the normal girl that u see on the street

No Im a girl youll see once in a life time

You have the chance to take me away in your mind

Or you can forget everything and come home empty handed

Tears of Sadnesss

Something so wet,

Something so soft,

Something so sad,

Something so there,

Something that you rather not be there.

Something so cold,

Comes down my cheek to the floor.

Something you'll never forget,

Withen your times of lonelyness.

There it comes down,

Like rushing water.

There an other comes,

Withen your eyes of sadness.

There it lies,

With your heart crushed.

There you wash it away,

But withen the days it lies back.

There you cry even worse,

With there it wasn't truly.

There you want to go,

At a place no way to be seen.

You rather in paradise,

With ever past put away.

There your tears come down,

Just cause one little thing.

There You

There you stand,

In the darkness of the sky,

With the world upon you,

With the greatness of love.

There you shine upon the moon,

With your eyes at my direction,

There you walk,

There you wait,

There you want,

There you find,

Your wish come true.

There you stare,

In the coldness of the night.

There you stay,

Withen the shadows creeping on you.

There you defend yourself,

Just to see me.

There you live,

There you die.

There is where,

No one can forget you.

There I see you,

Even if your gone.

There you still stand,

Staring at me,

There you remain.

Darkness falls...

Something you'll never forget,

Creeps on you ever night.

You're maybe just a child,

But you're worth a lot to some people.

I'll be there looking at you in the darkness of the night,

Figuring what to do with you.

What will be the most frighting,

To You.

I will haunt you,

I will make you jump.

In the darkness of the night you'll be there,

Lying there like a dead body with no idea of what will happen.

I'll creep you out,

Until there is nothing i can do.

There i'll stare,

Looking in your deepest secrets.

There i'll make you have the worst nightmare,

Till the darkness falls.

You'll cry your eyes out,

Until you'll wake up like an adult.

I'll make your most wonderful dreams,

Into something worse than me.

You'll see I'm not joking,

I'm just the thing you hate the most.

Even if you arn't a sleep,

I'll make you have the scarest thoughts.

You'll think that,

You could go searching for them,

But there is going to be nothing.

All your beautiful dreams,Will become your worst nightmare,

I'm just the one that makes your nightmare,

And don't you think i'll let you have your pretty dreams back.

I've back far away into that pitch black.I'm lost in my fire,i've drowned into myself, catching nothing else but air

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